Body.

You're the empty city streets, and I can't see you...

Sometimes it feels like, you don't have a body

Hello, again.

(That's the fountain on the Burj Khalifa drive-way, at 3 am on a Thursday night through a Canon 550D)

Its been a while since I've written anything. That's probably just an indication that I don't really give a shit anymore. No, not about writing. I meant about feeling emotions, and all that. You've got to get hurt to write, eh? Well, doesn't matter. I write today because I'm happy. And I've got life figured out - for now. Seems alright to me.

I don't know if I am still suffering from that writers' block. Maybe I am. I don't feel the passion. I used to feel it for writing. I feel it for other things now - like photography and food! God, FOOD. I love food. Yes, it'll come back, some day. Until then - I intend to live forever. So far so good. :)

N.

It's FIFA month!

Hey hey, guess who I be supporting? I absolutely love Fifa month. Once in four years. It's amazing. I went to a pub to watch the Arg vs. Kor match, and the energy in there was splendid! Of course, I could only see people in white and blue striped jerseys, and that felt REALLY good. I guess there's one thing that unites us! Also, my mom was really fascinated by how football affects men. She says "Men are never emotional about anything else, but put them in front of a football game and they even CRY". Haha. That's the spirit I guess. I've always loved the world cup. Oh and yes, the vuvuzelas are annoying, really. But I want one!!! :)

Affection. Where does it lead me? Down to my grave. Love is the same like it was before. Nothing has changed. Not my face, neither my name. Not my soul. But you have, haven't you? When was the last time you stopped to notice what you lost. Because you lost it, alright. Because you had what you wanted, and now it's just a replacement of feelings and emotions. And you never imagined something would turn away from you, so you learn to live without it. Why? Well, life screams one thing - move the fuck on!

I remember you, in your times of rage.

You weren't pretty.

You were a monster.

Your ex-lover is DEAD.

My experiments with Light Painting. Always turn out to be so fruitful.

Seeing RED again.

My obsession with Mono colors. Oh I have steady hands. I took this picture without a tripod.

Drunken silences.

I look around.
Twenty years of silence.
I scream out loud.
You think it's violence.
Pity I ever stayed.
Here to be a victim.
To your never ending fairy tale,
Because the world is so pretty.
Draped in this veil.
Of everything predicted.
Of everything settled.
Of everything lustless, and wonderful.
I defy, everything you ever said.
Every road you ever tread,
because I write my name to the sky,
because I dreamed and dared to fly,
The one you never imagined, yes, I...
I'm the one that had nightmares,
because you sang me those lullabies.
But that pitiable time has passed,
you've left me scars I can never forget,
I can only regret,
And I only pray
That you're still trapped
in your fairy land,
Because you'll be safe there,
And imagine me, I still care.
But I'm away from you,
and that's my only fare,
I'd like to banish you,
Forever.

Also for @confuzzledshy: that's me! and i'm obsessed with 'Satellite Heart' haha. So there ya go! I hate the twilight movies, BUT, I always love their soundtracks!! :)