Monday, February 15, 2010
I told you. I believe in miracles.
But today, I was THIS close to believing in GOD! Maybe I still am, but I lost my last piece of hope. My mind is still alert. But I'm dazed, and the only thing I still know is that I believe in miracles.
I know I can really depress you right now. If I had to. I know I could tell you about what happened, and the intensity of it, but it could never hit you like it hit me! Shyaire's words just always ring a bell "You gotta get HURT to write"... that's exactly what I'm doing. I'm not complaining. I just can't believe it.
It'll pass, I'll get over it. With the help of a lot of alcohol, a lot of cigarettes. These guys know their business... misery loves company.
Oh, this is it. Everytime someone walks away like this. "I'm going".
I'm on my way too. This is bullshit.
I wish I had a gun. (:
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dahling, stop wearing your heart on your sleeve, you never did, so why now?
ReplyDeleteand you have got to let go of those that should be let go of, and it should not be too hard to determine who they are. They obviously dont know what theyre missing.
yours truely,
drunk.
Mwahaha, I love you judayyy. Obviously when you're drunk! cheers!
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